Right now, I’m at a state of confusion. I really don’t know what I want to do with my life. Right now, I’m on a medical field path in becoming a general physician or possibly an emergency care physician, but I really don’t have the experience in it. All, I have right now is my third year experience in a state university. My thoughts were that I finish my degree and decided after organic chemistry to finalize my medical path. If organic chemistry doesn’t work, then I’ll just not go to medical school, but I’ll attempt in getting my MBA instead. I’ll figure out from there.
My passion is entertainment, but it’s such a risky factor. I wish I was a stronger person and did things that I really want to do in my life. The only things that was stopping me were support from my family and finances. It’s not cheap to get into that business. I should have kept up with my singing, photography, and cinematography.
Actually, my parents did support me. I just had to push myself. They got me a very expensive camera. They were able to get me a laptop and I was able to get myself a cheap webcam and start from there like every youtuber.
Sigh, I guess I need more motivation for myself.