It’s been two weeks since I post up anything! I’ve been so busy that I haven’t have time for myself. I’m not trying to be selfish, but I just want to relax but work at the same time. I just want the best of both worlds. I can’t help it, but at times I would have to give up some other things. For an example, a social life. I’m not exactly a very talkative person. When you see me, you’ll see me. It’s just been like that for the past few days and maybe coming weeks.
Honestly, I’ve been lazy at a couple of things that need to be done.
Classes have been enjoyable, even though I’m dead tired, I still manage to enjoy classes somehow. I use to sing a lot, but now, that’s to a minimal. I just want to sing to relax and have fun, but it’ll never be anything serious. I realize that for the past two years. It’s just help me “woo-saaa”. LOL.
I wish I was more a stylistic writer. The way I write is very elementary style. I don’t use big vocabulary or certain writing style. But if I did use bigger words, then would anyone understand my writing? If anyone is reading that is, it’s okay.
So the past week, I’ve been trying to compose a video and an album, but all I haven’t been doing is running around and working on homework etc.
And I realize that people always want more from you. It’s not a bad thing, but sometimes, it can get a little overbearing. It’s not a bad thing, but it’s not a good thing. Sometimes, it just get out of your limits. I know it’s great to go past your limits, but sometimes, it’s just a little crazy. I know I can be a strong person to do everything, but seriously guy, give me some room. I’m not being rude. I’m actually trying to do everything out of my own time for you. I’m not giving up anything, but I’m not trying to short anyone’s time. I enjoy the things I do for you. But please remember that I have 24 hours each day just like you guys.
Let me eat, sleep, shower, and allow me to enjoy the basic needs of life.
For today, all I honestly did was organic homework and sleep all day. The entire week was absolutely crazy, so forgive me if I was rude to you at all. OR if I was acting a little out of the ordinary.